May 1, 2025

Why I Called Myself an Atheist — And What I Learned About God

There was a time when I told everyone:

“I’m an atheist.”

Not because I hated God.
But because I hated the version of God I was being sold.

The angry judge.
The controlling tyrant.
The manipulative guilt machine who watched every move and punished every step.

That didn’t sit right with me.
So I walked away.

And for about four years, I wore that label: atheist.
I even challenged God:

“If you’re real — show me. Prove it.”

And then…
COVID hit.

And I didn’t just see a virus.
I saw the veil rip open.

I saw the scam.
The fear. The programming. The ritual.
And suddenly, everything clicked:

This isn’t random.
This is engineered.
And there’s only one way I’d be able to see it this clearly:
There is a God…
and He just answered my challenge.

That’s when my real awakening began.
Not just to the corruption in the world…
but to the truth about God — not the one in the pews, but the one in my soul.

Looking back now, I realize:

I wasn’t an atheist.
I was an awakened soul who rejected the lie and demanded the truth.

And when I got it — I couldn’t unsee it.

So if you’re someone who once called yourself an atheist…
or if you’re close to someone who does…

Please know this:

Most atheists didn’t reject God.
They rejected the false god they were taught to fear.

And in doing so, many are actually closer to Source than they realize.

Because the real God doesn’t live in stained glass.
He lives in truth.
In discernment.
In the moment your soul refuses to be fooled anymore.

That’s when you’re not losing faith —
you’re finding it.

🌟 Blessing for the Honest Seekers:

May your rejection of falsehoods bring you closer to truth.
May your doubt be honored, not judged.
May the Light reach you in ways religion never could.
And may you remember —
God was never missing.
Only misrepresented.

With love from one who walked that road,

— Commander Kenny 999
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